Every morning since that morning, I wake up to nothing. There is nothing to look forward to. Your silly yet lovable gestures never fail to put smiles on our faces. Now, the house and my heart are empty, void and lonely.
Sometimes, I just want to sleep and never want to wake up. Each time I closed my eyes, the memories you preparing breakfast for me, getting ready my uniform for school, us going to have my favourite prawn noodles, you buying lunch and cooking my favourite chilli crabs seemed so fresh. You understood me more than myself.
The pain is still raw, searing through my heart and breaking my spirit. Never in my life I felt so much grief and sorrow. You will always have a special place in my heart and mind which no one will ever replace. I am willing to sell my soul to the devil just to see you one more time.
I know you were never really angry with me when I was rude. You loved me more than anyone, but I was too young to realise that. Where are you now? Why must it be now?
Lost...
Sometimes, I just want to sleep and never want to wake up. Each time I closed my eyes, the memories you preparing breakfast for me, getting ready my uniform for school, us going to have my favourite prawn noodles, you buying lunch and cooking my favourite chilli crabs seemed so fresh. You understood me more than myself.
The pain is still raw, searing through my heart and breaking my spirit. Never in my life I felt so much grief and sorrow. You will always have a special place in my heart and mind which no one will ever replace. I am willing to sell my soul to the devil just to see you one more time.
I know you were never really angry with me when I was rude. You loved me more than anyone, but I was too young to realise that. Where are you now? Why must it be now?
Lost...
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